I’d been going through my email and came upon this rap I had written 2 years ago. Seems like things are still much the same.

Comments?
mm… gotta get a rhythm going…

Whoops! Sorry baby I think I made a blunder
I just tried callin Alex at a non workin number
For a second I felt like I was bout to go under
You have to understand that I’ve been torn asunder

But I’m doin fine now, thinking something about
Getting my point across now, never needing to shout
Been no stranger to misery, my life filled with doubt
Now I’m sustaining me raising me, nothing is fazing me,
In fact my life unknown and what it can be is amazing me
Knowing that dreams do come true and if they be with you
Been affecting me heavily and if I get on happily
I’ll be praising Him, Lord that’s sustaining me keeping me
Guiding me, lost in the wilderness, showing me
Life is so precious, blessings overflowing me

I’m learning to walk through doors
That I’ve been afraid of before
Finding reasons and living for
New reasons and many old reasons
And watching the seasons change
Going about my day, trying to find a way
To grow, improve, and change myself
Not into something else
More to remove than improve
Ridding my mind of the damaging stress
Finding a way to my happiness
While journeying finding the truths and divining the
Simple facts I’ve been blind to

Be happy with the journey not just the destination.